I've had the girls home sick with me for the last few days and it has reinforced the feeling of wanting a child that I started having a couple of weeks ago. We were at S___ house and I found myself envious of my friends that are parents. Most of the time I love being the aunt or godmother but this particular night I was keenly aware of the fact that there are certain things only a mother can do for children, whether they are hers or not.
Now, truthfully I don't believe that I will ever have children. And I really am okay with that. It's not because I'm single and think I won't ever find anyone or the fact that I'm diabetic. There are several reasons (which I choose not to discuss at this time) for this belief. I guess it's just that the experience of having the girls all day is something that has tripped my biological clock. But I'm sure I'll get over it soon enough.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I kinda want one...
Posted by megan nice at 4:09 PM
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Sheesh! Couldn't have said it better! I totally understand what you are feeling! At times I feel so baby hungry because I feel that ALL my friends have kids, when in all actuality, very few of them do. I know I am not ready to have kids and I know eventually I want them. I feel like sometimes my thoughts are distorted by society, because in Utah I am getting too old to have kids!
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